Why cant it just be left at that? Why does he have to keep trying? Why does he have to try and make you feel guilty? Why does he want to CONVINCE you otherwise? Why does he make you out to be the BAD GUY? Why does he end it in “Fine then, its nothin. It aint like I CANT do better?” Why dont they…
Sooo I’m rushing around the house attempting to be on time for this stupid jury duty thing & look put together at the same time. It’s not the easiest task when you have to run out the house dressed for the random Boston weather. Example it was suppose to rain all day and it was muggy and gross & 80 degrees at the sametime Then decided to pour while I was in it. Really?! Well anyways this isn’t about jury duty because I’m still on the semi empty train trying to get there. I’m going to be late. I don’t really care. Everything happens AFTER I inhale my coffee and hopefully something for breakfast.
Had an interesting weekend. Went to the beach and just layed their with no intention of leaving. I had too. But tried really hard to stay late. Then a bbq the next day with friends of friends i knew barely. So it was really awkward considering I was the only female who put thought into the outfit I was wearing :-) and you know where that leads. Ugly girls upset because their wearing jeans. Sneakers and a t shirt….that’s not my fault tho. Lol. But theirs this one person who’s just THAT mad at my life everytime I come around. It’s not that serious. No one should be mad for no reason. It’s not healthy.
I’m actually looking forward to the end of this summer. Right now I’m taking two classes. A stupid ass biology class and lab. Along with an education class because I’m an overachiever and would rather not become a statistic. Thanks. Lol. So yea between working and school I don’t really have time for much. But 3 more weeks of this and I do what I want! Plus work. But retail is slavery so I’m not sure how long I wanna stay in that. I stay busy and don’t have time for the stress of irrelevant people. You’d be suprised how some of the closest people can be that person. Just doing too much. Everyone has had that friend. And when I expierence that I take it as a sign for me to do what I’m doing & include them at a later date.
Still on the train…..and it’s stalling. Wonderful.
Well hopefully I can make a couple trips out of this dreadful city this summer. But I know I’ll never come back if the vacation is that good. I mean who’s gonna really miss me?! Maybe a couple people but they’ll be okay.
I made it to this lame place. And now I’m sitting in a room with a bunch of random people. Is this really going to be my day?! Well thank god my phone is charged…..I hope ur day is more exciting than this.