Well everything has changed in my life. for the better?! i guess so. everything is really difficult in all areas of my life. sounds dramatic, but its true. school ALONE is killing me, it takes so much energy to do all the work for 5 classes. its annoying the hell outta me and somewhere in the back of my mind i contemplate giving up….but i cant. at this point my best isnt feeling like its good enough. especially when everything is due this week..which is the week before my spring break :) i thought i was going to work the whole time, or go to cali, or florida but plans change and now im gonna be in boston. sleeping my life away?!? i refuse to work in retail hell or stress myself. so a week off should be good. i need to do some yoga and go to the gym anyways. that gives me a reason.
hmmm…people=aggy. on top of my stress with school figuring out my personal shit hasnt been any better. the distraction of school is good for pushing all the things out you’d rather not deal with. but when i get home its another story. honestly things & people change which is lame, but its life and it happens and i need to deal with it. but i’d rather not, justtt push it too the back with everything else that aggravates me. alright this shit is sounding depressing now. on a lighter note i went out and had a few drinks :) lol well more than a few, but i was happy at the end of the day. so thats all that counts.haha ..t.m.i. didnt exist last night so almost EVERYTHING was said, which didnt bother me because i dont feel the need to act funny when random topics come up, so yea that was ummm interesting. my life is school right now. lots of people dont understand it and being me, i dont have the time or care to even try and explain it..i just leave that alone and say im busy. so yea. give me a week and i should be happier and smiling a lot more.
well. bye. working ALL day tomorrow. :-/