The daily shuffle.

home. def. had a relaxing day. after i went to the dentist this morning. and have 2 weeks until all 4 of my wisdom teeth come out. um wayy to nervous. and its not even close to the day. boston rain. didnt get caught in it, but i was in it for a sec. i like it more when it stops…
besides that these famous ppl confuse me. they get all this credit for a little bit of nothing some of them do. i cant lie some music is def. catchy and some, the very very rare good music is worth the listen…(maxwell & common for now)…but if they actually did more with the money they had it would make things better. alicia keys won the humanitarian award. which was amazing because i didnt think celebrities even invested their time into things like that. Um onli saying this because it seems like ppl idolize these celebrities as if their doing something personal to help them out in life. very random…
but i’ve been on my cpu today looking at gossip and some blogs and um just like wow. its not that serious.
besides the gigantic things i cant change um excited to work on a new project. a menu design for a friend. they need 200 of them. but um exited to get back into that creative process && blow ppl out tha water. more so add something better to my portfolio…its basically august and i just need to be on it. 27,000+ a year is not something u play around with. therefore. i go hard. cant stop me at this point…

relaxed at the beach. didnt know it was possible to feel that great without someone or something. reminded me of intense yoga. the beach was amazing because i didnt have to do anything. i didnt have anywhere i HAD to be and it was stress free…anyways i def. got inspired by something i read and it just made me want to be a better artist and reach as many ppl as possible. i havent even graduated but i def. have this 5 yr. plan i’ve thought about for a while and just want it to happen. LIFE IS TO SHORT. every year since i’ve been in my major as a graphic designer i wanted to learn more. know more and just be so0o0o0o great at it because its something i love. (well one of the many things i love)…thats just top priority at the moment. there is sooo much u can do and the fact i found something i love that doesnt bore me is exciting…
i just had thee best convo with one of the few people i call a friend now a days…talked about everything under the sun. from idiots with expensive dogs in their gucci bags. to obama. to school. our careers and so on. i think people should have those convo’s. it makes it seem like theirs more to life than aim. and updating pics every 5 mins. right now um just mentally preparing myself for the year. learning how to deal with stress in all areas of my life because its an issue. i have no patience sometimes. i’m def. excited about the year. my classes and my portfolio being even better than the last..i have a million goals that need to happen..dont know when, but i have them. which is a great start. painting is one. i miss it. i only love illustrator so much.lol..
at one point i missed having a lot of ppl to go to but realized they were’nt doing anything to make me better or encourage me. so they had to go. which i dont regret at all. the few ppl who i do associate myself with encourage me, dont bring any type of drama into my life and make things simple. i think everyone needs someone like that. well. i have to get up at 7am…so i need to cut this short….

-yannii

well this day was interesting. bostons lame-ness is never gonna end and um gonna have to work around it. was on the phone with one person who deserves the title as my friend…lol..shes a mess. but truthful. I been working. working and working somemore like i am providing for a family. but i just go shopping and everything gets better. so yea/ thats the update on my life. i have questions about somethings but overall i cant regret any choices i’ve made so far. i need a trip somewhere. even a massage, mani and pedi would count as something now. um desperate.lol. 
i would love an apartment with my jayne and luv. it would be great right now. well truthfully a shot of bacardi would be great, but thats not happening. so yea…just like a 09 benz isnt falling into my life anytime soon.lol..um done.
i still question how impatient i am with irritating ppl. i dont do “friends” for those stupid reasons most ppl do. their lame and cause wayy to much drama. its 2009. um grown. drama is old. its not cute and makes u look like ur in high school..(this is to no one..just in general for those who fail to realize this)..haha..i like simplicity. none of the fake. so far thats been pretty good for my life style. positive ppl keep me moving along just fine…
on that note i think um done for now….

-kayxx